And here I am. Letting these people do what I think they’ve always wanted to do. I’m assuming that they’ve been wanting to be left alone. Wanting to do whatever they used to do in the old times. Wanting to spend time together. Who am I to be upset. I’ve only known them for months. I don’t think that amount of time is enough to proclaim we’re really close. But I haven’t felt more alone in a long time. And whenever there’s a familiar feeling you suddenly felt, the impact is a lot stronger. That’s what I felt. It freakin’ hurts! But still I do my best to let them be. I don’t want to be selfish. I’ve been trying not to be ever since i had proper friends in college. It’s a bit hard because you’ve got to make sacrifices. And I have to admit, sacrifices hurt a lot. But you do it anyway because that’s the right thing to do. And It makes you happy when they’re happy.